Nodding

I am about to fall asleep.
I am lying next to Sophia while she naps - for some quality mother daughter time - at least for me, and I find myself nodding off.

Why can't I be this tired at night?

My mom is sick now, although she seems better already, and is listening to her annoying cd-book. I am thinking about breaking the disc one night when she is asleep, only to blame one of the cats. We will see how doable that is.