Sun

Today is a very sunny day... swedish summer weather.

Anywho, I'm tired and well, the rest... and wanted to inform that there wont b much updates until maybe saturdady next week, for the simple reason that I don't like writing when people are around n stuff.

So well, wish me luck for today, n the next coming 2 weeks for that matter...

PUSS

Friday

I like Friday's both the day n the restaurant chain. I love their cheese burger... mmm...

Today was a weird day.
Didn't get much sleep last night, or none to be accurate. For some reason I thought I should # nature and pull an all nighter.. not a smart choice.
Four redbulls later I decided to give up n went home... from uni that is.
Took the bus with Benoit... had a nice little talk.
He's leaving for Antalya tonight, or right now, taking the night bus.
But I'm not too jealous, I'm pretty excited about this weekend. It will b amazing!

Btw, made a very "springy" play list on my Ipod. Dave Matthews, Bacilos, Bon Iver... yeah... music that reminds me of better times! haha, not but warm times, summer time. Gets my mood up in the morning sitting on the Bilkent bus for an hour and keeps it up while taking the buses home.



Had a nice skype conversation with Tino tonight. Gosh, so happy to see everyone next week. I miss my friends, since I've lived so far away from my family for such long time they became like a second family to me.

Amazing, this is gonna be a good week. I hope! Hmhm... well now I'll continue drinking my wine (keeping it FAR away from the computer) and will probably drop dead in a few...

PUSS

Alone and lonely...

This hasn't been a too exciting week.
I've gone back to the state of mind I was in last summer/fall and have no energy actually trying to get out of it.
Will definetly try thou, because I know that it is not worth it.

Some random things happened to me last weekened, beginning of this week, that I wanted to mention/ask about.

- Why would a Swedish gym call me? Or more precislely; Why would a gym in Vasteras (a city in which I haven't lived in for years) call me on a cellphone number which is registered in Jonkoping (a city I officially moved away from in January)?

- I had a quite funny incident in a cab the other day... Impossible to explain here, since it involves hands etc but well, thought you might wanna know! haha...

- Since when did my father become my official match maker? I think everyone knowing him knows he's not the most subtle person, but still... Selling his doughter(s) away like that! Very unlike him. I feel bad for the "buyers"!
Personally: it's quite funny, yet I know I should feel both ashamed and offended!

- Where did my cardigans go? Did the maid take them or did I loose them? There is no way for me to ask her since she does not really speak english, except for: Bettina is not home. But I wonder. I like them, especially the black one!

- Why do people stare at me more since I cut my hair? Is it good or bad?

# So many questions flying around in my head...

I also have to say that Wii Fit sucks... It has destroyed the awesome image I had of my physical abilities.
After Benoit left on Wednesday: we had game night, I decided to create my own Wii personage... not gettin top scores (yes, through cheating but still) for my sisters. And the bastard (the Wii Fit) told me my physical (Wii) age was 36.... 36!!!!!!!! That is 11 years more than I actually am... which well... would be ok if it was less... Kinda traumatized me! It also called me a couch potato... I hardly even like potatoes! Nor couches... I prefer my bed... not that that is relevant but still!

Now I know there was something else on my mind, but I tend to forget, as you might know!

So will write more as soon as I get the inspiration...

OH, n BTW... I would like to say congratulations to two fo the most important persons in my life who both have told me amazing news this past week.
I am extremely happy for you.

And also, while I think about it. Fredrik (Anna-Karins husband) if you're reading this, could you pls get skype on AK's computer. My dad and I would like to be able to speak with her throu it... you know, see her n stuff. I'm heading to the shower and don't think I will remember when I'm back!

And about the choice of picture; In less than a week I will once again stand next to that awesome and amazing person!!!! Can't wait to see everyone back there!

PUSS

Summer...

Not many up dates this weekend...
only because I am lazy!

Went out with my dads work friends/bosses etc on Friday...
Saturday was spent in the sun with my dad, we had lunch at paper moon, n stayed there in the sun for a couple of hours before we had to go back home so he could pack his stuff for Panama.
In the night I went out for some drinks (read many glasses of wine) with Dan, we had a lot of fun.
Sunday was spent dead in the sun, trying to gather energy to go to Burger King get some food.

Yesterday nothing special happened except going to the hairdresser, cut off about 15-20cm of my hair... it's short now!

Today I had spanish, right now I'm doing what you can see your right.

I have a lot to write about but the balcony isnt too comfortable, and my elbows are starting to hurt...

so i'll write a bit more when im not longer out in the 25c sunny weather... haha

puss

Positive

I will try to make this one more positive than the past ones have been.

Short and concise is my aim:

* Today it was really sunny - I like that!
* I found the Swedish embassy here in Ankara - I pass it by every time I walk to school or am going back from tunus! Haha... funny!
* Tomorrow is Friday - I like that more than sunny days!
* Going back to Sweden in less than two weeks now.
* Have slowly started answering msgs I've received on fb, I will finish that off this weekend.

That's everything positive I could come up with right now...

Now I'm gonna go to bed... tomorrow; wake up call at 6 a.m

Freaky

This morning when I woke up, what I think is, my blood sugar was extremely low. Everytime I stood up I was about to faint, it was a horrible feeling.
Since it's not the first time I get this feeling I thought it would pass like all the other times... managed to get dressed, get some sugar in me and was about to leave for class. But I couldn't... I felt that I would faint if I would try to walk for more than a few meters.
So the only option I had was to e-mail my teacher and text Benoit that I couldn't come to the exam today, because I was too scared of going out.

This could have many reasons:

1. Not enough food
2. Stress; Both from what happened lately with family as well as with Fredrik
3. The fact that I was alone, for real, for the first time since November and well, I don't do well alone. I had too much time thinking about what I shouldn't think about, or well, maybe I should think about it, but well... Spent the night thinking about everything that has happened since august and well, I'm sure that it must have stressed me, on a different level than nr 2.

Oh well, managed to go to the spanish test that we had. It was easy, i was done in 25 min.
Stopped in Burger King on the way home... figure I had to eat some real food.
Now that's done... as well as watching the latest scrubs... so now I'm gonna study some CCM, cus the teacher is kind enough to let me take the exam another day!!!

PUSS

Shopping

As I told you yesterday, we went shopping. Here are some pictures of what I bought.

Now I will enjoy the rest of my night being like any other girl that is down; drink coke, smoke n eat chocolate (which I don't even like, but yeah...) while watching shows and think about life...

Will maybe give an update later...

PUSS

Waiting in the middle...

So today it's wednesday. My favorite day as you should know by now.

Last night we went to a newly opened Turkish restaurant here in.
Esat took us there and it was really amazing.
As it usual we picked out a few things for starters, I finally got my yogurt sauce some hummus, egg plant and bread.
The meat they served was so tender and the taste was amazing. OMG... Best meat I've had in a long time, probably since we went to Gaucho in London.

A cute thing was that to all foreigners they put their flag on the table alongside the Turkish one.
Normally this would not have bothered me, but because of the "crisis" between Sweden and Turkey right now I felt a bit uncomfortable.

Oh, and one of the best parts of dinner was the fresh fruit they brought in the end, Kiwi, strawberries, bananas, apples etc.

After dinner, where we had been joined by Esats friends, we went to this friends - friends son's gig... it was nice. Listened to some nice live music.

Now I will enjoy the sunny weather here in Ankara.

Puss

Short day...

Today became a short day in school, I was only away for about 4h... which is 2h class n 2h of bus... pretty ok I think...

About what I wrote this morning... Might have been a bit out of place... Not that I don't stand for what I wrote, just that about one thing... äh, who cares... I have no more energy for it... about the other; I should be a bit more understanding about the situation in which the other person is. Not that I agree with it, but maybe just let it go... so I'm letting it go, now.

I was just very upset this morning. I felt that maybe some consideration about the intentions would have been nice and coming to me directly, but we all have different ways of handling things so yeah...
About the other thing; I'm pretty fed up with that. To always have to forgive, oversee and listen to excuses. When I'm hurt, I'm hurt and at some point having to listen to the same excuses will just exhaust me and I will let go. Which is a bit sad. But we'll see.

Whatever the situations there have been lately I was affected by them a lot, and this is most likely the reason for me reacting in this way. Could b seen as overreactions to the situations themselves but if you look at the whole picture maybe not...

We'll see.

Off to Armada now...

Puss

Not the best...

*warning for many mistakes*

Sometimes you feel like you want to stay in bed and just sleep...

Today is one of those days, I'm pretty upset with two ppl...

Both are young and a bit naive and maybe shouldn't be judged as "adults"
Even thou lying, lack of consideration for others, selfishness, childishness(the list can be made long, VERY LONG...) to the extent to which they act and are, it wouldn't be possible.
A normal grown up wouldn't act like that, those are things that people did when they were in middle school.

Both of them has pushed me to the point where I'm actually considering to let go n not care, because it's not possible to continue when they keep on acting the way they are.

Oh well, I need to go to Bilkent, spend 8h of my day in school for 4h of class, spanish and macro... and hopefully i worked something out.

Btw, I have two tips of the day:

If you think that a person is being untruthful, dishonest or is acting in a way which could hurt you in general; TELL THEM!
If you tell them you give them an opportunity to explain themselves and maybe, just maybe you misunderstood something. I recently found out that some people misunderstood me... which would have been easily avoided if only they would have asked or confronted me.

If you read this blog you will have to deal with the consequences. This is MY blog, where I write about MY feelings and what happens in MY head. When something happens in my life, it will, one way or another be mentioned here. Sometimes I only put up a picture, sometimes I mention names, sometimes only people who know understand what I really mean.
IF you don't agree with something, well, honestly; so?!!? because this is my life, my interpretation of things. Not yours, or his or hers...
If you cannot accept that people has an opinion about certain things, then why are you reading people's blogs?!??
Wouldn't that be a bit "stupid"?

Argh... I shouldn't maybe bring this up, but I am so tired of this...
It's like... seriously, people, be honest and tell people how you feel, if you don't.. don't expect them to care for you or be able to explain anything...

I hope most of you have a good day

Puss

Pollution

First day out of seven!

Bettina and I had a nice day today... she came with me to class and saw me present my amazing cross-cultural case study!
It went there half unprepared and well, it went as it does when you do that.
I wasn't really sure what I talked about and forgot what one of the bullet points on the slide was about... Oh well, I apologize to my group members!

After class we went to the Bilkent mall, walked around, looked around in some stores, ate chinese/sushi and went to the supermarket. Where we ran into some problems, we beeped on our way INTO the store (had that problem all day) and the security guard decided she wanted to check us out... as in take us into a room in a hallway and stuff.
We kinda freaked out, thought she'd do a strip search, but she just wanted to check our bags n books... well we found the problem, which was an alarm in my CCM course book... she took it out...
Interesting...

Otherwise Bettina agrees with me that it's difficult to breath here.... which we decided is because of the lack of oxygen and the pollution...
Today when walking to the bus in the afternoon there was smoke coming out of our mouths... not cus it was cold but cus of the pollution!

oh well, now we're talking about life and peoples reactions...

Updates again later!

One day closer

Another sunday has passed, so alike the past ones yet incredibly different...

Today we've only been at home, trying to "get through", accept and yeah, what you usually do...

We've watched movies, talked and enjoyed each others company for once.

I should have prepared for my presentation tomorrow morning, but well, a you can understand my mind wasn't really able to concentrate on cross-cultural differences. BUT I've done the power point presentation for the whole group, I will work with preparing my part tomorrow in the bus n in class.

Bettina is coming with me to school tomorrow, that's really nice. I hope she will enjoy it!

Otherwise I skyped with my two favourite "colocatairs" today; Tino n Carlos... awww, how I miss them!

Good night, puss

The end of an era

That's a comment someone made about the happenings of today.

Stuff happens, and as a person you have to decide whether to be selfish or not, I would like not to be but right now it's very difficult.

I become very attached to people, and it's always difficult to kinda "let go" or whatever you could call it.

Tonight we had a night of reminiscence and it was "nice"...

I hope all of my friends a family out there knows I love you... cus it's days like this you realize you want people to know..

Sister

Bettina is here.
Her plane yesterday afternoon was canceled so she arrived pretty late, around 22.40ish.

We stayed up talking with my dad until 4 a.m and went to bed around 6 a.m
Let's just say we're all a bit concerned and have a lot of talking to do, as well as catching up!

Today we went to the Bilkent mall, Atakule tower and Metro for some grocery shopping.
We also qickly passed by the bazaar, bought some movies.
We watched "Old dogs" when we got home and are now resting a bit before going out to dinner.

Have a nice saturday night...

puss

Visit

Today Bettina arrives!!! (0:
Awesome!
It's gonna be nice to get some company at home.
We haven't really decided what we're gonna do this weekend but I'm sure we will come up with something.
The trip we were supposed to make was Bettina (mothers) idea, so we'll see about that.

Right now I'm being lazy in the library.
Have been here since 10.40 (it's now 1.15) and haven't done much, which is not very good, since I will be taking an exam in about 20 min... Oh well, It's macro, it's fairly easy.
Plus we're graded on a curve, I know I'm better than some others, so i'm ok!!!

Hope ur enjoying ur friday...

PUSS

The day before tomorrow...

It's finally friday tomorrow... Week-end!!!
And Bettina is coming, which is awesome.

Very sad that Bettina (mother) had to leave for Panama in a rush yesterday )0: I know how much she was looking forward to seeing Bettina (daughter)!

Today I took a day off, because I could.
My Micro class was canceled since we had the midterm on wednesday, and the only class I was suppose to have was Cross-Cultural management. The class is only 50min (40 effective min) and it takes me 1h to get to school and 1 to come back home, so a 2h journey for a 40 min class... I don't think so!

So i was home, went running, got HUGE blisters on my heals, HUGE!! It hurts like crazy... I can't imagine how much it will hurt tomorrow half-running to the bus at 7 a.m!!

Anywho, after running I sat outside on the balcony in the sun and enjoyed the nice spring weather!

When my dad came home we went to Tribeca and had some dinner, came home and watched half a movie together.

Not too much of an interesting day.

Tomorrow I have spanish and Macro midterm... hopefully it will go well!

So hope u all enjoyed your days where ever u are...

PUSS

Midterm week(s)

The first out of two midterm weeks started yesterday.
I've been a bad student and didn't study over the weekend.
It's just that this grading on a curve doesn't really motivate me since I only can get a pass or fail in the end anyways...
I have my first midterm tomorrow night; Micro. I will study a bit tomorrow in the afternoon. I will concentrate on voting and pareto efficiancy, the utility functions I don't understand, so I might just look over the theory and explain a question that way.

Managed to oversleep this morning, NOT GOOD, cus I had a spanish quiz, fuck!! I have to go talk to the teacher since there now is a big risk I will not be able to pass the class!!! Ihhhh

Paid my caution for the mexican apartment yesterday too, well Fredrik had to help me, but now it's done. I hope the others can figure out how to do it too! Don't want to live alone!!

Yesterday was otherwise a pretty interesting day.
Ayse, Benoit and I went to have chinese for lunch, extremely good I have to say mmmm, I miss good chinese food, used to eat it all the time back in Paris, in Sweden you can't really find those fast-food chinese places.
After lunch Benoit and I entered a Redbull flugtag competition!!!
We had to build a device in lego that could "fly" as far as possible. Ours flew about 3m if I remember correctly. We were also juged on our innovativeness, since we'd just had Innovation management (thou Benoit didn't show up) we should have been able to do something pretty cool.
Well we think we did and the person said it was (think there's a pretty big risk he lied thou) so now we just wait and see if we will win some free tickets to go watch the big competition in Istanbul from the VIP booth!!

My normal problem with buses was even worse yesterday. Apparently there was a strike, which of course I didn't know shit about, so after having waited 30-40 min for a bus I had to take a cab... And I was doing so good not taking cabs anymore )0:

Well... dinner soon... maybe I feel inspired enough to write a bit more later...

OH n btw, all u waiting for me to answer ur msg... I will do it... soon! Tomorrowish probably.. or thursday!

PUSS

Mormor

Right now I miss my grandmother (mormor) sooo much.
She was an incredible woman, amazing... and I miss her.
I want her back, just for a hug, a laugh and to look into her eyes, the way they were when before she got sick, cancer.

Cancer killer her, and my grandfather.
And cancer sucks, for those of you who are lucky enough never to have experienced someone dying in cancer.
Seriously, feel lucky, feel lucky; cus that is one of the most horrible ways of dying.
To see someone disappear, to change into something that is transparent, unhappy, unwilling to live and that in the end can't even speak, move.

I wish my mormor was here, like she was 2 years ago, anytime before july 2008.
And I wish that I would have lived in Sweden, or Västerås in the end.

My mormor was amazing. She continued working until she broke her arm, and even when she did that she more or less never stopped moving.
She didn't stop until the day she found out she would die within 6 months(which ended up being 2ish).

My mormor was strong, having to see her husband pass away, and only a few years later her youngest daughter...
I miss Lotta too... she was amazing.
And my morfar!


This might not make much sense....
it's just that I miss them!

Clear

A clear blue sky here in Ankara today, rather cold thou, around 10 I would suppose. Felt good with some sun after two rainy-ish days.

Haven't done much this weekend. I am always so exhausted after the week.
Slept after school on Friday even! At some point my dad woke me up, it was dark n I thought I was late for school.
Stood up n was about to put my coat on... Poor dad, he must have thought I was crazy!

Last night I ordered some shoes from Nelly.com. I need some more sneaker/tyg skor. So they look something like this, one pair of white ones and one pair of grey ones.
Perfect to wear with jeans n stuff... n not expensive, around €10.
Since it's a Swedish webpage i ordered them to my mom's house. So will b gettin them in April when I go home.
Also got myself a pair of "heals" too... will show u whenever i get them. They're cute... n about the same price range!

Oh, funniest thing happened yesterday.
Bettina and my dad went to Bilkent mall to do some shopping, and had bought some DVD's.
One of which was "Shop girl". They bought it in a real store, not as a fake copy in a bazaar.
So the cover AND the DVD said "Shop girl", but when we put the movie on, it wasn't. It was a movie with Anne Hathaway as Jane Austin, not really what we expected.
So we changed and watched "Monster in law".
I like it, i'm not a too big fan of Jennifer Lopez, she annoys me, but I like the black lady... she's in Christine too, and as some of you might now I LOVE christine!! So I enjoyed it, my dad a bit less... he fell asleep! Oppsi...

This week will be interesting, midterms are starting. I think I have two this week... we'll see. To be checked I suppose.
Also... Bettina is comin to visit on Friday. NICE NICE!
We might be going to Konya on saturday for a day-trip!! (0:

Today we had lunch in a "one kilo köfte" place... one of those where you don't have much choice.
We got Köfte, of course... and then what they bring you... green salad, bread and a red sauce. Very nice, perfect lunch, thou too much meat for us!!

Hope u guys had a nice weekend!!!

PUSS

It stopped!

The bus today, not a single one passed by without lettin me on!! NEW RECORD! (0:

As you could maybe work out from the choice of picture today, I've been to Burger King.
For you who have followed this blog from last summer, you should know that this made my day.
Any boy who wants to win my heart over; Take me to Burger King.... hmhm... Or Friday's! (0: mmmm, cheese burgers

So, went there with Benoit, Romain and Aysa today. Benoit drove. I have to admit it was a tad scary since Benoit is about as serious and trustworthy as yours truly... and who would trust me in a car!???
But no worries, we got there, I got my Whopper Jr w/ cheese...

Left a bit late from Burger King so I came late to Micro... Swedish as I am I didn't dare to walk in and disturb the teacher so I waited until the break, 50 min later. Allowed me to finish reading chapter 7 of cross-cultural man and smoke a cigarette or two!

Oh, for you who like "Cougar Town", the new episode is out! Very nice...

Have a nice evening!

PUSS

A long day...

Today has been an eventful day.
As previously said I've been to malls n the supermarket.

Tonight my dad's colleague Esat came to our place for an "Aperitif" and then we went down to Tunus-ish or well a restaurant close to the Hilton, a typical Turkish restaurant, the food was really good.
I had a type of kebab which was minced meet, spiced of course, on top of a garlic-eggplant yogurt sauce.
As starters we had different things, some cheese bread with an egg, grilled mushrooms n cheese, salad and some warm Hummus.
All very good and of course finished off with some Cay.
Since it was a typical turkish restaurant no alcohol was served, so in order to keep our moods up we went to a bar and had some drinks afterward.

All and all a very nice night!

Now I should get to bed since I have class tomorrow, almost felt like a saturday today... sucks that it wasn't!! )0:

Hope you all had a nice day and night of course!

PUSS

Some pics

Completly forgot to put up pictures of the bags I bought in Istanbul...
The black one "is" a MiuMiu and the small blue one "is" a Louis Vuitton, hope u get what I mean with the ""!!!
Well, the update of today's restaurant visit will come later on, and if you feel bored my very busy day is explained in the previous post!

PUSS

Swedish summer

Once again today the weather is good here in Ankara.
It's sunny, the skye is more or less clear blue BUT it's a lot colder than it was yesterday, around 10ish c.

But who cares, a bit of sun always helps get the mood up!

As I'm writing I'm sitting in the sun enjoying the vitamin D! (0:

Today we've been to Metro to do some grocery shopping and then we went to Cepa, had lunch at KFC and went around in the mall for a bit.
It was really nice.
Have really enjoyed my day off so far!
Right now I'm just taking it easy, enjoying the bed for a while. Will watch the latest 2½ Men and then go to the pool, burn calories!

Otherwise I'm a tad stressed about the apartment in Mexico.
We've decided in which place we're gonna stay, and need to pay the caution n stuff, using a PayPal account.
First of all I already had one, but registered in another email, and it said the since the bill was sent to my school mail, that the account had to be registered in that email address.
So I fixed that... wanted to "validate" my card n stuff... just waiting for the code to appear on my account...
Now what stresses me is that the land lord sent us a reminder yesterday, when I tried to answer that email it didn't work...

Oh well, the code should appear tomorrow, which I hope is ok!!!

Off I go..
Will write more later

PUSS

J - 29½

As you might now I skipped class this morning and stayed in bed, half studying Macro, half resting.
Still feeling a bit iffy, got a cold n can't really sleep properly! )0:

But today was a good day.

22c n sunny! It was so warm!
I walked to Tunus, took me about 35 - 40 min since I stopped from time to time to take pictures!
To your right you have both the temperature of today as well as the hill I always complain about here, i.e. the reason I don't walk home...

Otherwise today was a pretty eventless day, found out the only class I have tomorrow is canceled so I get a day off....
Juste comme ca... Not bad, I'm very happy.
Bettina and I are going to the Cepa mall for lunch, KFC... haha... and then we're going to the supermarket! YAY!!
Maybe we'll stop at some other places too!

For sure tomorrow I'm going to the pool, and will maybe be doing some kinda studying. We'll see!

Now I'm off to talk to Fredrik, and well, trying to call my mom but seems as if thou she's ignoring her computer!

PUSS

Lazy

Today I was lazy, woke up in time etc for class but decided that spanish 1 was not worth it.
Have been at home in bed instead, just started going throu some documents about the financial crises, policies which have been put in work to help and so on, we have an hour of discussion about this in class today, so i felt that maybe I should prepare a bit!?

It's extremely sunny here today and warm, that's perfect cus then I can walk to the bus n not waste money on a cab!

Hope u're all enjoying your afternoons!

PUSS

Full of happenings

J- 31 right now!
Then I'm back making Sweden unsafe again for a while!

Had a pretty busy weekend in all senses... both good and bad, but I'll only write about the good, since I don't see a purpose in hanging on to bad things, at least I try not to.

Went out to dinner and a club on Friday.
Benoit, Ayse, Romain and two other french people were with me, we went to Crawl for pre-drinks, or aperitif as the french would so nicely put it, then on to Tribeca for dinner.
It was very nice.
We went on to a Bilkent organized party after that; a mask party,all and all lets just say it was ok...

Saturday I spent talking to Fredrik... went out for dinner with the parents at night, went to a typical Turkish restaurant which I don't remember the name of since the maid threw away the sugar I kept in order to be able to tell u guys.
Anywho, it was a different type of Kebab, on a stick bbq'ed... you ate it with bread, like hmhm... thinish bread made over fire... it was really good.

When I came back home Fredrik and I had a date... drinking some wine and talking things over... It was actually much nicer than most of u might think.
Distance is freaking difficult and for sure we will do that again since it made us both feel pretty nice about it all.

Sunday was even more eventless... spent the day in bed watching "Cougar town" - Amazing series... haha, have u ever heard about it???

Oh! Hilarious btw, got a 9/10 on my Macro quiz... haha, didn't even study and thought I did sooo bad... and on Micro, where I only answered 4 points out of 20, not even sure I got them right, I got 70%, 3d best in the class....
Love this system!

Other happenings of the weekend or since I wrote last...

Well that would be the earthquake in Chile where my friend Erasmo is... I'm very worried, he can't seem to get the hell out of that country! I really hope he will be fine.

Another "natural disaster" would be the storm that hit France and that right now, as i'm writing is over Sweden, with the slight difference of not being all about rain and wind but snow and wind. As if Sweden hadn't had enough snow as it is, i believe it was measuring about one meter in Jönköping last week, which is A LOT for that city.
20 car accidents as of today afternoon only in Västerås (130 000 habitants) ehm... yeah, more roofs falling in every day...

Quoting my sister: The end of the world is now near!

Haha...hopefully it isn't but I really hope my friends, where ever you are;
Erasmo - Chile
Carl-Oscar - Hawaii
Every one in Sweden and France are ok...

I hope you can all have a nice night...

Thinking of you

PUSS